‘Recalled to Life’ through Rehab
Shanika SRIYANANDA
Ex-female LTTE cadres being given a warm welcome during a visit
to Colombo
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Her smile is infectious. The soft-spoken young woman, a typical Tamil
girl, is shy. The small red pottu and simple jewellery add glamour to
her charm. She crushes the pink handkerchief in her palm while unfolding
her story of transforming from a hardcore terrorist to an ordinary woman
who now dreams of seeing her four year-old son.
“I still can’t believe that I am alive”, says Lakshmi, who is partly
paralyzed due to a mortar that fell on their Forward Defence Lines (FDLs)
where she was commanding her unit in Jaffna in North Sri Lanka.
The former Tigress of the LTTE is not a victim of the LTTE’s forced
conscription, though.
Motivated by the LTTE’s propaganda to win a Tamil homeland, she
joined the outfit two decades ago. “I was so attracted to the LTTE’s
seminars and speeches. I was ready to die for the cause,” she confesses.
When the Tigers came to her school to recruit, Lakshmi was ready to
go. They took her to a training camp without informing her parents. “I
am trained to shoot with any weapon,” she says.
Lakshmi proved her fighting skill soon and was appointed as a leader
of several FDLs. In a confrontation with the Army she was seriously
injured and remained semi-conscious for nearly five years.
LTTE cadres
Brimming with confidence, former LTTE cadres enjoying freedom
after been reintegrated into society. Pictures by Thilak Perera |
Commissioner General of Rehabilitation Brig. Darshana
Hettiarachchi |
Once up on her feet, she rejoined the LTTE and was appointed the
deputy of the identity cards section. “We introduced a new ID system and
I prepared Prabhakaran’s ID too but couldn’t hand it over to him,”
Lakshmi reveals.
Though marriage was initially prohibited to LTTE cadres, later it was
relaxed for those who were in their late 20s.
Lakshmi married a Tiger in 2007 and both fought against the advancing
soldiers together in the same FDL.
They were there in the last patch of land in Mullaitivu where the
final battle was fought. They surrendered as they were offered amnesty.
“I am lucky. My aunt who was taking care of my son when I was in the
battle front had fled the government controlled areas with my son. I
want to be with my baby soon”, Lakshmi’s voice quivers with longing.
She is Sangeetha and a victim of the LTTE’s forced conscription. She
was dragged into a van when she was returning from school one day. Her
parents were helpless to protect her from the abductors.
Recalling the fateful incident ten-years ago, she says that the van
was packed with schoolgirls and boys. They were crying and pleading with
the Tiger Police corps to allow them to go home but in vain. In a camp,
they were trained for a few months about weapons and military tactics.
“There was no chance of escaping and those who tried to flee were
shot dead as punishment. As there was no other option, we fought. We
thought of death all the time,” Sangeetha says.
LTTE’s Sea Tiger wing
The ill-trained freshers were deployed in FDLs. With poor supply of
food and medicine due to shrinking manpower, they starved for days.
Being an experienced Sea Tiger, Sangeetha could handle any weapon and
swim effortlessly. During the training, it was compulsory for the Sea
Tigers to swim for hours in the rough seas as they were trained to be
suicide bombers of the LTTE’s Sea Tiger wing, an outfit of its naval
force.
“During the final months we suffered a lot and even Sea Tigers were
deployed to fight with the advancing soldiers. I knew there was no hope
of victory for us and surrendered to the Army.”
It is difficult to believe that these shy and humble women were
turned into deadly fighters or suicide bombers.
For Lakshmi and Sangeetha and thousands of female ex-Tigers, death
was the name of the game three years back. While the deadly mortars and
artilleries were falling around them and with signs of soldiers
surrounding them, the bitter lessons taught by their seniors about the
inhuman acts by soldiers haunted their mind. Few minutes were left for
them to decide their fate - death or life? Choosing the latter, they
shed their Tiger uniforms and surrendered.
Nearly, 11, 800 ex-Tigers surrendered to the military when the
fighting came to an end in May, 2009.
Many female Tigers are reunited with their families today and are
engaged in self-employment programmes or working in garment factories
after the completion of the rehabilitation process. Over 400
rehabilitated ex-LTTE female cadres are now employed at a well-known
apparel factory in Southern Sri Lanka.
Post traumatic experiences
Around 2,250 ex-Tigresses have been reintegrated into society and
only 29 are undergoing rehabilitation at the centre now. They were
referred by the courts and recommended a one-year rehabilitation
process.
Lakshmi and Sangeetha are at the Poontottam rehabilitation centre in
Vavuniya set up for female ex-Tigers. The female cadres are offered
various vocational training opportunities suited to their professions,
skills and preferences.
Ironically, for the once deadly soldiers, the beautician course is
one of the most popular because of a growing demand for fashion, skin
care, hair style and beauty products in the North.
The LTTE had discouraged women from such indulgences. Some of the
inmates plan to open beauty parlous when they go back home.
Commissioner General of Rehabilitation Brigadier Darshana
Hettiarachchi says the young people are talented; they just need a
helping hand to start their own enterprise and also to continue their
education which many of them were denied of due to LTTE’s forced
conscriptions.
The female ex-cadres are first introduced to a healing process that
includes meditation and religious discourses to help get rid of anger,
hatred and frustration. “Many suffer from post traumatic experiences.
While educating them on theoretical aspects, they are motivated to
mingle with the society, to be kind to people and to respect and
accommodate ideas of other people,” Hettiarachchi says.
The LTTE formed its women wing in 1983.Initially they were used for
political propaganda. But from 1984 they were given military training.
The female LTTE cadres led an artillery unit and were used as suicide
bombers. Uma has few months to go home. But she has doubts if her
village would welcome her. “I worked for the LTTE police.
I followed my leaders’ instructions to recruit young people. I know
many of them are angry with us for conscripting their loved ones,” she
admits.
The rehabilitation authorities have conducted several public
awareness programmes for the villagers and religious leaders to set the
ground to welcome the rehabilitated ex-Tigers.
Vocational training
“Our responsibility doesn’t end after reintegration. We educate them
to accommodate those who are released after rehabilitation.
Still they hate them and the villagers who are resettled don't want
them in their midst. We have to intervene to make safe environs for the
released ex-Tigers,” Hettiarachchi says.
‘What am I to do when I go home?’ many ask. Some put their vocational
training into practice by start-up projects but most do not have the
capital to do so. The government has already allocated Rs.300 million to
grant loans with a maximum of Rs.250,000 with a meager four percent
interest to start income generation. They will be given a special pay
back period of four years to pay the first installment.
Social stigma still prevails in the Northern villagers. For most of
them, who are in their mid 30s, with battle field scars on their bodies
and no means to pay a dowry, marriage is a distant dream.
“I have wasted my youth. I have no education or skill to get a job.
No one is interested in marrying me.
I have lost a limb at the final battle,” laments Thangala, another of
those snatched by the LTTE while on way back from her school.
But many, who have corrected themselves and realized the value of
being in an united country are brimming with fresh hopes for a better
future. As women they hate violence and do not want their children to be
exposed in deadly battles in which they fought as children.
(The names have been changed to protect identity) |