Dynamics of a fascinating family
FAMILY:
In the early sixties, when I first came to consciousness as it were in
Sri Lanka, I knew little and understood nothing of the tragedies my
grandmother had faced earlier. We were aware only of my uncle Tissa’s
death, nine months after we came back from Canada.
The family had got chickenpox in London on the way back, my fault for
I had contracted it just before we left Canada, and we could not enjoy
the tour of Europe that my parents had planned.
Worse, we gave it to my grandmother and my uncle in hospital, and to
Aelian Nugara, the Lake House agent in London who had been of invaluable
assistance to the family, and generally it seems caused an epidemic.
A few months after we got back my grandmother returned with Tissa,
knowing that nothing could be done for him. He came back to the room at
the front of the house which had been his as a boy.
It was on the south side, above the drawing room, but also had
windows eastward, looking over the front lawn and the pink cassia tree
that he had planted there a few years earlier. He liked to look at the
tree, initially, but then his eyes began to fail, and he was blind by
the time he died, on January 30th 1961.
It was a tragic death, for it could easily have been avoided, or so I
later gathered. It began with an accident while he was driving, when his
arm was shattered. Diabetes, the dreaded family disease, meant that
healing was slow, but it seemed he also neglected himself, and then
gangrene set in and other complications.
From something let slip by Hope Todd, who had initially been his
particular friend before being adopted by the family in general, I got
the impression that part of the reason for the neglect was resentment at
the excessive care my grandmother lavished on him.
I may have read too much into his remark, in my sometimes dramatic
attempts to understand the dynamics of a fascinating family, but
certainly there were tensions between Tissa and his mother, tensions
that led to terrible rows in the few months before he died.
These got so bad that, often, my sister and I were sent to stay at
5th Lane, at the house belonging to his wife Nalini that Esmond had
moved into when they married. But, though Tissa could be frightening
towards the end, I also remember a great gentleness at times. For Anila,
who was his god-daughter, there was even more of this, and when he died
she was distraught.
We provided some solace for my grandmother in those days, taking it
in turns to spend the night in her bedroom. This gradually evolved into
a permanent arrangement for Anila, who was also then able to move from
the bedroom all three of us children had shared, and have a room of her
own. This was the bedroom nearest that of my grandparents’, which opened
off the same hallway, at the head of the stairs.
That bedroom had earlier been my mother’s. It also had a door that
opened eastward into a small corridor that led to the green bathroom
which she had shared with Tissa, who was just a couple of years older
than her. There was a third door in the corridor, which led into the
bedroom opposite, which Tissa had stayed as a boy initially, and in
which he died.
These two bedrooms shared a beautiful semi-circular balcony that lay
over the side-verandah, both looking onto the side garden. My father
tells me that often Tissa and his friends would sleep out on that
balcony, having talked there late into the night.
As children we often slept there ourselves, Anila and I along with an
ayah who told us stories till we slept - or failed to do so, after
Angulimala for instance - until I was allowed to keep a dog indoors and
the balcony turned into its bathroom on occasion. That stopped us
sleeping there, but perhaps that was not the only reason, for by then we
had to be careful about security.
During the years when I did not have a bedroom of my own, I consoled
myself with the thought that the green bathroom at least was mine, for
the rest of the family stuck resolutely to the blue bathroom that we had
all used since childhood.
The green bathroom had the advantage of a geyser, the only one in the
house in my childhood, but the disadvantage of a window opening onto the
balcony, without any very sensible system of curtains.
This however, made it a great resource in childhood hunting games,
until it was thought necessary to introduce mesh, thus preventing us
from leaping over the sill to escape pursuit.
The problem of security had been brought forcibly to our attention
one night when we had a break in. This was into what had been my
grandfather’s study, now used as such by my grandmother, but also as a
bedroom by Lakshman when he was in Colombo.
He was by now Bishop of Kurunagala, having been consecrated at the
end of 1962, as successor to Lakdasa de Mel who had become Anglican
Metropolitan of all four former British colonies, India, Burma, Pakistan
(then including East Pakistan, the future Bangladesh), and Ceylon.
The thief, it transpired, had observed the room from the roof of the
servants’ quarters, and when the lights were out he had shinned up a
drainpipe and through one of the large windows. Particularly attractive
to him, it seemed, had been the episcopal ring, and the silver cross
that Lakshman had taken off before retiring.
Unfortunately for the thief, who had made straight for these,
Lakshman slept lightly and had been a distinguished rugger player at
school. Having been woken, he had addressed whoever he sensed was in the
room, the thief had made a break for it, and the Bishop of Kurunagala
had tackled him efficiently.
Coincidentally, the only other attempt at robbery at Lakmahal which I
recollect happened soon afterwards. It was after the Sunday lunch to
which Esmond’s family always came in the sixties, though with increasing
and varied tardiness as the decade advanced.
After everyone had left, the doors to the verandah were closed, but
the tables that were taken in and out every evening were kept there
since it was not long before four o’clock when the evening ritual would
start.
A few minutes later there was a ring at the door, and we opened it to
find a policeman, and a very proud taxi driver, whose beat was the
neighbourhood. It seemed that he had been approached by a man who had
wanted to load two tables at our gate.
He claimed he had bought them, but the taxi driver told the police,
and us, that he knew better, and we were not likely to sell our tables.
So that thief too was caught, though I think that, unlike in the case of
the midnight raider, charges were not brought.
That incident enabled my mother to truncate the evening ritual, which
was now reduced to just the main door being opened, and just one table
and three chairs being put out, rather than two and eight as previously,
on the off chance that someone would call.
And we stopped opening the drawing room windows every evening, most
visitors, if there were any, being taken to the upstairs lounge.
Meanwhile, because of the attempted robbery of the ring and the cross,
mesh was introduced so as to restrict leaps through oddly placed windows
in the chasing games we had not yet quite outgrown. |