Digging the tunnel
They
called him Delusion. He was an inmate in a high security jail. Now this
jail had a name too: Cycle of Births. If there is freedom outside the
jail’s walls, he simply did not know. He did not want to know either. He
was born and bred in the jail.
One day, as if in a reverie, Delusion happened to spot a tunnel. ‘The
Path’ it read in an obscure language. ‘Discovered by the one who is
called Enlightened’, it further read.
Delusion was not interested. He was happily married to another
prisoner. She was called Lust. They were hardly happy with the arguments
everyday. But at the end of the day he loved her. She bore him children,
three in all. They named the kids: Aversion, Lust and Delusion.
There were times Delusion felt bored and depressed. Then suddenly he
remembered the tunnel he sighted one day. It is only after getting into
it, did he realize the tunnel was quite long and big. There was a
handbook too, left by the one who had previously dug the tunnel.
The crawler must follow eight steps, the handbook delivered the
instructions, to reach the other end of the tunnel. First step is to
have the right view. You got to realize that the prison is suffering and
there is a bailout. Then only you can proceed. Though he did not know
what lay beyond, Delusion believed that the prison is suffering. Just
out of curiosity.
Second step is right thinking. You have to think of letting go.
Delusion remembered his wife. His children. Although the tunnel was
quite big, only one could crawl at a time. For the sake of reaching the
tunnel’s destination, he let go of his wife and children. It was hard,
but he did. He wanted to reach the tunnel’s end.
Third, he needs right speech. The tunnel guide said that liars, back
biters, those who spoke harshly and even gossip, would disturb the
tunnel rats that would chase him back to the cell. Fourth, right action
would be needed. If he kills anything, such as those rats, steal or
commit adultery, there are snakes in the tunnel who would hear about it
and will not let him pass. Even drinking alcohol or taking drugs is
forbidden in the tunnel, since he would be too stoned to find the way
out.
Fifth, right livelihood is essential. People who are crooked in
business will also take wrong turns in the tunnel.
Sixth, says the tunnel guide, right effort is employed. There are
times he has to work hard and times to chill out. This was difficult for
Delusion to understand. When should he work hard? When should he relax?
But he went on digging and got the hang of it. Digging further gave him
a hint when to relax and when to relax.
When he idles around too much, Delusion knew, he will just end up
midway in the tunnel. He will never see the other end. Relax and work,
he learnt the lesson his own way.
Seventh, right awareness is crucial. Delusion has to keep his wits in
the tunnel. Daydreaming or dozing off would be fatal to further
progress. He has to keep his attention on one of four pointers directing
him out of the tunnel: body, feeling, mind and mind objects. Awareness
also meant that he would learn quickly from his mistakes and repeat them
less often.
Eighth, right stillness was the most important of all. He noticed
that the more he progressed along the tunnel, the more still he had to
be to keep his balance. His body had to sit like a statue for hours, but
that wasn’t so hard. The difficult part was keeping his mind still.
The first time Delusion explored the real nature of tunnel, he did
not go far, but he enjoyed it. The deeper he went along the shaft, the
happier he became. Soon Delusion had perfected the first instructions
for walking the path. He had right view, thought, speech, action and
livelihood. Also he knew how to balance his effort. He was extremely
aware and focused, and he learnt how to become very still indeed.
Soon, Delusion saw the light at the end of the tunnel. Then he passed
through the awesome and glorious caverns. Then finally, he reached the
end of the tunnel. Never did he know that there was a thing called
freedom. He is no longer called Delusion.
Enlightened, he was now called.
Aravinda refreshed himself with a glass of water, thinking
enthusiastically over the story he just heard from Ajahn Brahmavamso.
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