Today is ‘Ranaviru Day’
The writing was on the wall by December 2008. By that time, even the
most diehard advocates of ‘negotiation’ has dropped what they had
considered the strongest argument against military action against the
LTTE; they stopped saying ‘the LTTE cannot be militarily defeated’.
Instead they opted to do their utmost to waylay the troops, calling for
international intervention, howling about rights abuse and in these and
other ways doing their all to throw lifeline and oxygen tank to a man
called Velupillai Prabhakaran.
They may have hoped for a last minute miracle, but the vast majority
of people in this country knew that after coming that far, it was silly
to turn back. The Government too knew that it would be politically
suicidal to cave into such pressure that certain vile sections of the
international community brought to bear.
December 2008 was 18 months this side of the final denoucement of a
30-year long tragic drama. There was justified anticipation of ‘the
end’. People were not lighting crackers. There was no spontaneous
cooking of kiribath. There was hope. A glimmering, nothing more.
Remembering a loving son |
And in December 2008, a father whose name I do not know, wept for his
child. Sanka Vidanagama captured it. The father of a dead soldier,
walking through the regimental flags at a commemoration ceremony of the
Sinha Regiment. Ambepussa, December 13, 2008.
Ceremonies end, sooner or later. Citations are read, heard, committed
to memory and duly end-noted. When it all goes silent and when frills
come off and are picked up by the Municipal Council, those left alive
have nothing. Nothing. In the end it is not about nation and
nationalism, cause and martyrdom, dying so others can live etc., it is
about a father or a mother, brother or sister, son or daughter, spouse
or friend being conferred absence.
Years ago, while at a weekend paper, those working in the features
section, did a two page spread on war memorials. Included were
photographs of ‘official’ sepulchres and the LTTE cemetery. There was a
caption that I remember referring to the latter: ‘they were also our
citizens’. And there was a blank space.
That was for the ‘JVP dead’, the unlamented and unmarked deaths that
will always be ‘officially’ forgotten. The bheeshanaya saw the monument
put up to commemorate Padmasiri Abeysekera, the Medical student shot to
death on June 19, 1994, being brought down. There’s not even a sign of
that erasure, itself an act worthy of comment but which remains
uncommented on. There are no markers for the dead of 1971 and those of
1988-89. They fell on the wrong side of a fence called public memory.
Who remembers death except those who knew and loved the dead? This is
an old man who mourns the absence of his child. He is every father who
lost a child, regardless of political conviction, regardless of which
side he/she stood, at whom a gun was pointed.
I once interviewed Wijesoma, clearly one of our most accomplished
cartoonists. He told me his story. I asked how long it has been since
his wife passed away. He said ‘16 years’. I said, ‘that’s a long time’.
He replied, softly, ‘not to me’.
December 2008 came and went. So did May 2009. We are in 2010 July.
The child that’s been lamented died a moment ago. He/she will die again
and again until the father is divested of the burden of remembering
forever. We can and should talk about the collective dead, mourn and
celebrate as appropriate, but we can’t pretend to grieve in the way a
parent does.
We can and must pause a while every now and then and bow our heads
low for these fellow-citizens who will not arrive in the tomorrow they
helped define, for better or worse, with their lives and their deaths.
And not just on days calendared for celebration/remembrance.
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