Way before the wayfarer
Up close, I tried to figure out his expression.
He was a poet who has taken many journeys. Who is a poet, I shall not
ask him, that’s something his behavior itself should answer. When he
smiled, Matsuo Basho’s face turned silvery in this morning dew.
“How long have you walked so far?”
“Numbers don’t matter, do they?”
He looked at me for a good while, my thoughts were somewhere at an
end. Following a moment’s pause I noticed he was penning down something.
Now then let’s go out
to enjoy the snow... until
I slip and fall!
Someone was taking a peek at it, over my shoulder. He was my
disciple, I know. I would never join in this journey, if he did not
insist. He was that immersed in Haiku and Basho. I keep on thinking back
of that first moment I shared my knowledge of Haiku – my disciple wasn’t
impressed in the least. But he was, as time rolled on. Whenever he talks
high of the traditional Japanese poetry form, I would not forget to
remind his first reactions.
The statue of Matsuo Basho |
“Okay I was not impressed at first. Because I didn’t know much about
it then. But master, don’t you think everyone needs time to mature.
Besides, I’ve given you credits for enlightening me about Haiku in the
first place, haven’t I?”
His tone was quite peace-offering though the words stung. I felt
humiliated, but he was right. It must be the old age that makes me
always go out, play authority over him.
We sauntered ahead, mostly in silence. A coach or two will pass
along. A passerby or two will cast a smile our way. Arresting above all
is the snow spewing road; labourers were busy raking the heaps out.
If you feel tired, let me remind you this. When you have happy
company and no heavy sunshine, your journey won’t be that tired. Not
that disciple and I had a mutual ideology all the time, but we always
knew how to agree to disagree.
Our silence was mostly because of Basho. This was one serene moment I
realized that silence adds quite a meaning to the words spoken. Yes the
words that follow a brief lapse of silence had a weight. Especially when
Basho spoke up at length.
“There are times I go depressed. I practised Zen meditation for
sometime, but even that did not help me out. You have to be toughly
disciplined for that I think. I am just a poet that’s all.”
When he is silent, my personal conversations with disciple fell into
whispers. But later on I realized it should not be so.
“My life was a struggle,” he would say all of a sudden, “I didn’t
have much choice. Sometimes I wondered if I can become a full time poet.
I knew I had it with me since my childhood days. But ultimately it was
all about indecision.”
We were silently walking a few more miles.
“And later in my life I realized journey was my destiny. I started a
journey and reached a destination. When I got back to my routine life, I
found myself dreaming of another, yet private, journey.”
“I think that affected your poems, yes?” Disciple asked.
“Very much. I could observe the world surrounding me more than I ever
could. Any trivial thing was enough for my muse.”
Then I remembered those lines, and surprisingly I heard them as
disciple’s lips moved. It’s strange they say minds think alike at times.
An ancient pond a frog jumps in the splash of water
“Poet,” I addressed Basho, “could you tell us how you ushered in
Haiku?”
Basho looked at me, this time so thoughtful.
“We should get to a stopover and then I can tell you that.” Luckily
we came across a small teashop before going too far. We stood by the
window and I peeked out the window to catch a glimpse of people carrying
snow pales, their kids tucking away snow as if it’s one whole cube.
“Haiku was not known in the past. Not even in my time at least.” He
paused to read surprise in both faces of disciple and I and continued.
“It came to be known as Haiku about 200 years after my death by
someone called Masaoka Shiki. But true, I’m responsible for that change.
Let’s have some tea while I am at the story.”
We fell into silence once again, until brewing pot was offered with
small china cups. Over the hot steam of tea I drank in every single word
he voiced.
“The most ancient form of Haiku is Renga. Rengu later came to be
known as Renku. But there’s a difference, you see. Renku is a
collaborative poem that has a number of verses. But what I introduced
has only a few lines and that is only one verse.” Tossing an observation
into sharp three lines should be the hardest thing on earth. But then,
that’s so. Master closed the journal, drawing a long breath. Disciple’s
gaze roamed from master’s ageing face to the cover title that read: Way
before the wayfarer. Up close, disciple tried to figure out master’s
expression.
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