Angulimala 35
Angulimala readies to pounce on his unsuspecting mother
by G.K. Ananda Kumarasiri
BUDDHISM: Crouched among the bushes, he waited anxiously for
the lone person to arrive. As the figure appeared closer, he saw that it
was a woman walking slowly with the help of a staff in one hand and a
bundle in the other. When the figure appeared nearer, he thought she
looked vaguely familiar.
As she came nearer he realized, indeed she was his mother! At that
moment his body quivered. His eyes began to fill with tears. His heart
softened as he noticed that she had grown much older, tired and
distinctly hunched. "Oh, mother dear," the ferocious murderer wept
silently without realizing it.
He missed his mother dearly. He had not seen her for some years now,
since he left home for Takkasila. His love and affection for her
surfaced in his heart. His first reaction would have been to lay down
his weapons and run up to his mother and hug her. But he could not let
her see him in such a horrible state.
At that point, his mind turned towards his dark side. He reminded
himself that he had a bigger mission to fulfil.
He had vowed to complete his Guru Dakshina at any cost. He was torn
between his love for his mother and his desire to collect his last
anguli. So intense was his obsession to complete his garland of angulis
that he intended to kill his mother for the last little finger he
required.
To be continued
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