Intensely vivid, deeply spiritual
A Time for My Singing - witness of a life
Author: Nalini Jayasuriya
I must arise and spill my colour into the world
Or from long use my soul will grow
Dull and prosaic as my wooden desk
And my thin lead pencil..
The girl who wrote that at the age of 13 had made her retreat in the
family's 'great Tulip tree', alone and afraid and lost after the passing
of her father, her 'only friend.' And she had wondered:
Would there ever come a time for my singing? 'I sat in my tree for
long hours and wondered,' Nalini writes of that time, Neither seeing nor
knowing; nor understanding... So how could I have guessed that the
future I had not dared to hope for was already a point of light in the
darkness?
Nalini in her seventies calls this book A Time for My Singing. But
though she wrote that line 'would there ever come a time for my
singing?' in doubt and even fear, that time had already begun in those
early teens.
It was already a singing not merely of words but of the soul, and the
sense of powerful yet unseen presence was already strong within her:
You are the finished dream and the dream to be:
Unmoving, unread
You are the shadow in the water
And I cannot gather you with my hand...
Miracles
And so the miracles began as she struggled with herself and with her
family's steady impoverishment after her father's passing away.
Doomed, as seemed definite, to a marriage of convenience she was
rescued as by a miracle and not long afterwards there was another
totally unexpected piece of good fortune - the invitation from Canon de
Saram to teach at S. Thomas'.
There were other such momentous stages - the British Council
scholarship that gave her a year in the UK, the years at Yale at the
Overseas Ministries Study Centre with their deeply energizing encounters
with religious art, the Luce Moore professorship in religious art which
also gave her opportunities for research and led to many fruitful years
of fulfilment.
There have also been the intensely spiritual experiences in several
religious traditions that Nalini renders so movingly in a poetry of more
than words, for the words take us with her to sympathetic participation,
to vibration with the deeply lived experiences she describes - the Nayh,
Syambonath, plainsong in the Sistine Chapel...
The Nayh
Then, very quietly a beautiful sound like a deep contralto grew and
moved - it was the voice of the Nayh, a Turkish woodwind... and then the
old man on the dais began to sing in a deep rich voice.
The audience listened, spellbound by the voice of the singer and the
voice of the Nayh.
The chanting at Syambonath:
Then, as if from the heart of the mountains, one voice chanted the
recitative, and the single sound became many. They then came in, one by
one, the hundred voices chanting in overtones; a sound sublime infinite
timeless - gathering the silence of all life to witness the celebration
of the enlightened knowledge of an Enlightened Being: the Buddha who
revealed the truth of both Reality and Unreality.
Magnetism
In this sacred space, entranced and captured by the experience of
such profound and moveless witness. I sank to the cold stone floor,
deeply grateful to have heard such sound and silence...
Plainsong in the Sistine Chapel:
.... that day, when I heard the chant of plainsong by a myriad voices
in the sistine Chapel, I can only describe it as a cosmic experience.
Miracles to the eye and heart of faith. But they were also, surely,
either evoked or discovered by the magnetism of the vibrant person with
an enormous zest for outer as well as inner experience we know as Nalini
Jayasuriya.
That force and that zest have been felt by all those to whom she has
given the gifts of her friendship and her art.
And that is the great joy of this book. With its free-flowing form,
its words no less than its sequence of enriching images of a scriptural
journey, it organizes for us the wonderful range of Nalini's personality
and is truly the witness of a life that has already enriched us.
This book has a beautifully creative form that Nalini has intuitively
evolved to gather together experiences and illuminations of a lifetime.
The selection, the choices and the transitions are themselves a triumph
of creative art, however intuitive the process might have been.
In an appreciation which is inevitably a matter of words, words,
words it is impossible to do justice to the visual delights of the
paintings. Prof. John W. Cook, Professor or Religious Art at the Yale
Divinity School, has described his own response to them in relation to
three categories.
What they have in common is Radiance. There is a distinct personal
idiom which recreates for us the unique spiritual reality of Nalini's
world: the paintings, the writing, the life itself. Every image is
quietly, intensely alive with a muted incandescence that makes each in
itself a deeply satisfying spiritual experience.
Thank you Nalini, for this book, this whole beautiful poem. It is
such a marvellous way of bringing into focus both the extraordinary
richness and the complete integration of your art and your life,
together pointing inwards through wonder to a core of illumination, of
total spiritual being. Like your art, it is a gift of healing, of
wonder, of dream-heavy peace.
- Ashley Halpe.
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Breast-feeding is the best
Paalar Paraamarippu
Author: K. Vaitheeswaran
Pages: 146
Price: Rs. 180
"A mother, out of the abundance of love, she remembers to feed her
child" the words live in the hearts of old and young lovers of
Thiruvasagam by Saint Manickavasagar. It called to my mind while I was
reading the Thamil book entitled "Paalar Paraamarippu" (Child care)
written by K. Vaitheeswaran. This is his fourth book.
Mr. Vaitheeswaran is a retired Health educator who had served in many
parts of Sri Lanka. He had visited countries like India, Indonesia,
Malaysia, Singapore and Thailand on health education tours under
scholarship schemes of the World Health Organisation. Thereby he has
gained a sound knowledge that helped him to write four books on health
education.
A mother puts up with a lot of pain, suffering and sacrifice in order
to bring up her child. Sometimes she may go hungry herself, but she
feeds her child.
"The first Goddess worthy of worship is a mother", a great sage has
said. There are 16 chapters in the book. The author elaborates the
importance of breastfeeding and its usefulness in the first three
chapters.
Breastfeeding is the best, it's known to all. Breastfeeding is
extremely beneficial for the child. Breast milk alone is the best
possible nourishment for the first four to six months of a baby life,
giving it good health.
It helps protect the baby against many illnesses. In the next three
chapters, he deals with the supplementary feeding, primary education and
the growth of the child.
"Habits contracted in the cradle cling to one till one goes to the
funeral pyre", is a proverb widely spoken by thamil people. Children
learn good behaviour by encouragement, direction and suggestion by
parents, teachers, respectable and impressive elders etc.
Ethical and spiritual education help promote good behaviour.
Inclusion of this would have enhanced the beauty of this book. Chapters
nine to twelve embody matters relating to injuries caused to children
due to small accidents and the treatment for them, dental care, and
other common diseases like fever, cold, phlegm etc.
Primary education, responsibilities of the primary school teachers
and the child care centres are described in the next three chapters. It
is said to bathe the child with words by way of speaking, relating folk
stories and singing songs.
In the past, grandparents, granduncles and aunts who lived in the
same home or as close neighbours were the teachers of human values for
the children. They conveyed these values through stories, parables,
songs etc.
The last chapter is about child abuse. According to information, the
child abuse increases daily. Time and again news appears in the local
dailies about child abuse. It is made known that guardians, relatives
and close friends are those involved in most cases of child abuse.
The author has mentioned about the consequences of child abuse and
suggested the ways and means to overcome it in such situations.
Today's children are tomorrow's leaders and they should be carefully
nurtured and this book no doubt gives the necessary advice and guidance.
It is useful especially to mothers and primary school teachers.
- K.K. Arumainayagam.
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